Friday, August 15, 2008
heys...today duno larh...kinda passed by quickly...lost the reason to be happy oso marh...falling sick soon...morning walked her to skool again...i duno whether i'ts helping or not...haha..but maybe it's giving me false home...haiz...i wan to try again...i alrdy lost so many things...tried so hard... den in de end i'm left wif something...tears...don't really have to chance to say anything oso...things happen so quickly and i cant change things... over means over le rite?... hu am to decide the present, and the future...i have to no say...but the past...all i can say is i given my best...and maybe i do get angry at myself for being so useless...but i nver regreted going after her...well 2 months...well maybe it's juz 2 wks actually dat i was given a chance to do anything...but i duno hw appreciate barh...u oso nver gif me ur 100%...haha so nvm larh...dont blame u oso... juz treat me as a crazy bystander barh...i tried so hard... but in the end it doesn't even matter...the person hu tries the hardest falls the fastest...and cries the hardest...smile and look away barh...=)....maybe i wait till the day dat u can really acpt me again...
Smile and look away... =)
8/15/2008 06:17:00 PM
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