i'm not perfect and i have no regretZ

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
i won't live to see another day
I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find.

CRAZY,
well is there any other?

Saturday, July 26, 2008

it's de second time i'm bloggin today...i'm feeling so useless nw...i tried...i failed..i cried..in my mind it's all about u...how to make u happy...how to make u smile...how to spend more time wif u...when u said i'm irritating...i try to chge...didn't i?...when u said u're disappointed...i'm dere for u...i tried...really i gave my all...i noe tears cant chge anything...i noe u wont come bck to me...i hurt u too much...maybe if i didn't noe u it might be better..maybe if i wasn't here in de first place u wonld'nt suffer so much....y am i so weak?...i dont even understand hw u feel...wat am i good for?...when i try to talk to u...in de end i always have to find a topic..is getting some1 hu love me so hard?...i duno y i tried so hard...maybe cause u mean so much to me...dat i didn't let go..i noe i'm selfish...i'm holding u bck...i'm really srry...maybe i shld juz disappear...den u wonldnt suffer...

by wed...if u're ans is going to be a no...i promise i'll leave u alone...i promise i wont hurt u anymore...u wont have to blame urself too =)...all i wan is for u to be happy...so juz promise me this kay...i really <3 you...from de bottom of my heart...

Smile and look away... =)
7/26/2008 12:38:00 PM

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