Thursday, July 10, 2008
heys...u noe wat?...it's like it nver happen...lols...u noe de feeling of trying so hard to get smth but in de end no matter hw much u try she doesn't even care hw i feel...seriously...all she say is dat she dont wan to hurt me...wtf...after lyking sm1 n den ignoring me...hw de fuck u wan me to feel?...izzit dat wat u wan?...some1 hu lyks u, sm1 hu cares for u...sm1 to be wif u...which part of it i didn't do...maybe i didn't...but u nver even gif me a chance...i'm always invisible rite?...trying so hard n ending up wif nth...i juz wan u to be happy n trust me...is it too much to ask for!...i keep on playing basketball to try to not think about stuff...but is really abit too much..i cant really take it ...sometimes i miss toking to u..but no matter hw much i try to tok to u...u wont reply...i still duno y i keep blaming myself when is kinda not my fault...zac's rite...wat for stead when she ignore's u n spends more time wif some1 else?...i duno hw u feel bout me man...u still wan to be fwens wif me?...lols...i dont tink u will...u'll juz contiune to avoid n ignore me...
i juz hope u're happy =) srry for anyting and everyting
Smile and look away... =)
7/10/2008 08:17:00 PM
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